sometimes, i just feel like shouting out to nowhere.
literally. JUST SHOUTING!!!!
i thought i'd got over that feeling,
then again,
i still seem so miserable.
i'd thought i could get through it on my own.
never did i thought it was so hard.
but now i know my true feelings,
and that it'll never die that easily.
like a fire that burns continuously.
but still, i'll wait till the exams are over,
and that the exams mood are all gone.

exams are round' the corner and i'm not that stressed out yet.
maybe i'm too used to slacking all along?
hahahas,
well, i hope i can pass all my subjects for my exams.
so i can get my ipod,ps3 and laptop?
hahahahas,
seems like too much to ask for.
maybe 2 out of those 3
well i sure hope my brain goes into exam mode soon,
otherwise i'll prolly flunk my exams.
hahahahahahahahas..


i thought i could get over it,
but i just could'nt
now i know truly my feelings
and that it ain't dieing out.

hey all,
i found out that even the happiest of person,
the strongest of all people,
could have moody times at much.

though i may seem happy all the time,
i've recently become quite moody.
i'm not sure why,
but even though you may see me laughing and slacking all the time,
when i come alone,
thoughts fill my mind.
i'll start brooding over matters,
and turn all moody and much.

probably is exam stress?
or are there other reasons behind it.
thoughts of friends, relations and such come in my mind.
and i turn all moody.
i wish there was something that could help me lift up all these.
i'm changing and i don't wish too.
i want to stay the way as i am now.
i don't want to be a person all quiet and kept to himself.
i need a breakthrough!!!

hey all for those reading my blog,
thanks ya?
hahahahas.
this few days very the fun arrh.
first few days go mac study.
damn fun luhh.
then play candle on friday.
hahahahas.
nearly arrh people, nearly..
hahahs,
these few days are fun fun fun!
hahahahas(X

ohyah, junkirk arrh junkirk
nehmind one luhhs.
dont worry be happy!
hahahahahahahas (X
thats all for now,
tata~

heya all,
few days never blog already
cause studying?
like real man!
c'mon lah, why would i start studying so early?
LOL,
i think this mentality getting me nowhere.

past few days was fun sial.
going mac study and stuff
staying up in class also
then staying back in school
hahahas.
all so fun!
i want more fun!
FUN! FUN! FUN! (X

hais...
acutally i find myself quite a failure much?
i cant do things the right way
and cant make things end the correct way
i'm not even handling my own cca well,
even though i'm a leader.
what's wrong with me?

i needa find the correct track and get back onto it!!
need to work hard to change myself!
JIAYOU TO MYSELF!!!!!
(: (: (:
and to all those who are constantly mugging for the EOY,
JIAYOU!!~ DONT GIVE UP!

CQ was today,
and all i could say that it sucked bad.
the written paper was challenging enough.
but then the outdoor segment sucked even more.
we had -1 points sial. sian.
guess no more gold honour roll for my team
i hope the other 62nd team will get it!


anws, got a new billabong wallet from my sis and mother.
thanks lols.
(X hahahas. thats all.


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peeps who are tagging me would you kindly leave your name on the tagbox? cause i needa identify who you are (X hahas thanks (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IRIS(: !

lols, woke up at 11.30 changed and got out of bed just for GAVIN
he made me go play board games lol.
when i had no money
in the end clifton pay for me first,
thanks ya.
was okay okay lah.
then cause ez-link card no money
had to sneak back home
was successfull lols.
hahahas (X
now going to cq training soon arrh.
lols sian sial..
byes.

today was that day it all started.

heya all,

went for gym on mon and tues,
was like siaosiao lah.
there all the fit-zai people
go there i like bag of bones sial, lols.
got 100m comp on monday
hahahas, got vid somemore
but not with me.
i won kaibin and weichou lols. but lose to wongming.
sian, he like usain bolt amongst us. hahas (X

monday went out with kokkiong william and changhee to make my passport
in the end cannot make
waste time
then go bugis shop shop awhile

we all like siaosiao people
then went home for dinner soon. hahas
went to play basketball awhile
damn hilarious lahhs.
hahas.
keep laughing then cannot concentrate
then got kpkb soccer people
use basketball court play soccer
they stupid or what
play soccer in basketball court?!?!?!

like hello, theres a st. soccer court nearby only.

then went home,
mass conv on msn
was funny
then went to sleep soon

tuesday remedial was funfunfun!
wongming brought food in class and caused commotion with mrs liu.
hahahas.
damn funny.
(X

then afternoon,
went to semb. kfc with dion wongming samantha qingning cheesheng and javier.
was funny.
then dion and wongming went home first
then cheesheng and javier
then i followed sam and qn for no reason
wasted my transport fare.

then went home slept awhile before going grandma house.
then went to mac to find javier qingning
after awhile salim came
then cheesheng came
then went home soon.

then mass conv on msn again with mr j.
hahas,
then soon became man talk with me liwen dion salim and mr j.
then sms-ing iris and she asked me to call her to save her from junkirk lols.
then i called.
my cordless phone like siaosiao one
keep disconnecting

then after awhile dunno why junkirk nvr call already.
left me and iris talking
talked an hour plus bahh, till 2.30
then my mother come out scold me.
say tmr got remedial haven sleep
so i said bye and went to bed
then sms her bye again and went to sleep
hahas i so lame (X

then wed remedial was normalnormal lahs.
ss was okayys.
then had intense djmax battle during the break
then maths
infront sucked cause mrs liu was scolding the class
then after was orites.

then i went home for lunch.
then went to grandma house.
this time was mother side
ytd was father side
went to aljunied
aiyah, vic you nvr call me earlier if not i kill time with you lahhs.
so late then call.
hahahahas.

then sms-ing with vic and kokkiong
vic was damn funny lahs.
hahahas.

then at night
went to celebrate zhehuan belated bday.
i kena shoot like siaosiao cause someone leaked something i think.
sian lahhs.
wanted low profile

anws, started to shoot back
hahahas.
damn funny
ate steamboat buffet at amk
while parents ate the new sakura at yiochukang
heard it was damn nice.
sian sials.

then went to mac
it was funny.
playing psp awhile
then started talking
had amirah,salim,gavin,liwen and javier
hahahahas. was very very funny. (X

then few of them left.
only got me salim and qingning
then we started planning for tmr's picnic
then cheesheng came along
with his hoodie from topman
that costed 50 bucks i think
it was average lahhs.

then finally planned all nice and well i think
only some details here and there missing.
hahas.
holidays for now are funfunfun!
i'm hoping something more special might happen in this holidays.
hahahahas (X
(some might know what im referring to so please shutt upps okayys! (X )

hahahs,
thats all for now peepos! (X
till next time,!