ugh, exams are over,
slacking periods come.
somehow,
i'm still confused somewhere,
results are dissapointing i guess,
cause not much effort was placed in it.
the word RETAIN seems evident infront of me?
hmmph,
slacked for 5days straight already uh,
boring days,
boring life.
ugh, single is still the best option for me?
looking at how my friends progress,
at least i could still be happy for them.
and i'm pleased with junkirk's result,
hahs(:
hahaha, looking at people getting attached,
i'm at all jealous?
but at the same time happy,
hahahahs.
made new friends during the slacking days
hahas,
cool, i've expanded my network! hahas(:
well, in the end,
im still confused myself?
hahahs,
different feelings are pouring in.
and i find it hard to get out of a "trap"?
i've waited a month since early sept and looks like its still at the same
everythings returning to square one for me uh.
well,
this may be a little lengthy post,
but i've expressed partly what im feeling nowadays.
hahahahahahas.
smiles,
darrel (:
all i wanted was to give that heart,
give all that i could ever give.
but it all seemed too hard to reach,
and all that i could never believe.
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SUPERMAN
by Five for Fighting
I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
I'm just out to find
The better part of me
I'm more than a bird...I'm more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It's not easy to be me
Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home
I'll never see
It may sound absurd...but don't be naive
Even Heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed...but won't you concede
Even Heroes have the right to dream
It's not easy to be me
Up, up and away...away from me
It's all right...you can all sleep sound tonight
I'm not crazy...or anything...
I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
Men weren't meant to ride
With clouds between their knees
I'm only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
It's not easy to be me inside of me,
inside of me,inside of me
Only a man looking for her dream
It's not easy to be me