heya peeps,
im not sure are there people reading my blog LOL.
my counter keeps rising but tags ain't appearing LOL.
maybe because i never put that leaving a tag is a must?
hahahas,

well,
many things happened since i last blogged.
had a church service by a special pastor Reverend Lee Stoneking
i've gotta have faith!

on monday,
did FAA duty
was supposed to be posted to outpost but didn't cause i dun have name tag uh.
haha,
so did warehouse in the end
wasn't that slack as it was
but at least it was fun.

then was tuesday
baked cake for the upcoming class chalet
it was fun
hahaha :D
glad the cake was alright
had a few friends ton at my house at night also

then was wed.
went for BB in the morning
was tiring but at least fun.
rushed home to change and go for class chalet
class chalet was damn fun
and im starting to miss it.
at least managed to get some nice rest for the previous day when i toned.
also managed to think through what i've done throughout this year.

i got a drink and walked to the beach alone.
sat alone and thought through what i've done
all my emotions, my work, my cca, my very dear grandma who passed away and of course you know what la.
thought through everything throughout this year.
and i've found that i've really been walking the wrong direction.
i've gotta get back on my right path,
both in my studies and my social life.
well,
at least i've managed to sort out everything right i guess.
now its time for me to put that things back into place.

well,
that's all i could say for now
and i'm off to play Final Fantasy dissidia! [:
ciao~

and i'm starting to think it was all a very very big boo-boo.


Listed below is the lyrics for superman.
im thinking that the song quite depicts what i am now probably.

I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
I'm just out to find
The better part of me

I'm more than a bird...I'm more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It's not easy to be me
Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home
I'll never see
It may sound absurd...but don't be naive
Even Heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed...but won't you concede
Even Heroes have the right to dream
It's not easy to be me
Up, up and away...away from me
It's all right...you can all sleep sound tonight
I'm not crazy...or anything...
I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
Men weren't meant to ride
With clouds between their knees
I'm only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
It's not easy to be me inside of me,
inside of me,inside of me
Only a man looking for her dream
It's not easy to be me