woah,
im dead tired.
but still posting here uh.
cause quite a few things to say uh.
but shall not say in details
cause sian. hahaha :D


oh ya, stayed at home for a full day for wed.
woah, first time uh.
hahaha:D

well had BBSGB for the past 2 days.
was very tiring but at least fufilling.
good to see that Singaporeans are still willing to donate and share despite the recession period.
:D :D :D
first day did warehouse duty.
there weren't much goods for that day.
but the bags were filled and there were leftovers which was good!
but was hectic.
7 FAA's had to control a massive squad uh.
very hectic LOL.
but still,
job was managed to be done.
thank GOD for that :D

then went back home in Sir James van,
he treated us for dinner uh.
a good captain! :D
then went home,
bathed, teevee and slept.

woke up in the early morning again.
went to BBHQ.
this time we went earlier to prevent being late again
cause of someone uh.
hahaha:D
then this time i was given outpost.
much more slack i would say,
we were doing out post at Main Box (Orchard Road)
but was very very very very very x987654321 hot sial..
we were all slacking here and there but still was doing our work.
we called alot people come,
but only one came.
and that is Joel Ong.
lets put our hands together for him! :D
lucky people donated.
few donated money but was alot.
few donated foodstuff.
one donated 90 footballs.
hahaha, good soul.
training the future Young Lions?
hahahas :D

well,
went back at ard 9 i think.
haven had dinner at that time yet.
then went back,
bathed and had dinner.
got PS-ed by kenneth.
sian.

well, managed to see the sad side of Singapore
and the kind side of Singapore
and the bad side of Singapore.
that gives me quite alot to think of myself uh..

this few days has also been reflecting on myself.
i'm not sure should i carry on waiting,
or should i stop from here.
been waiting for ard 1 month plus already.
i seriously dont mind waiting for even a year,
but is that worthwhile?
i also not sure about myself.
in a state of confusion uh.
maybe i should give up uh,
cause there ain't any response uh..
maybe im thinking too much myself.
shouldn't have stated waiting the first place
hais.
someone help me answer?