nth to write.
been rather alone these days,
haha.
thats good maybe?
maybe not?
hahaha,
dont know why,
dont know how.
hahaha,
i'm a retard,
what to do?
hahaha,
:D
well,
one term is passing by very soon.
shall buck up sooner or later.
maybe term 2 1 hour of study daily,
then slowly add 2.
its thrice as much as my usual study time,
i think i should be able to catch up,
hahaha.
since my usual is only borderline.
putting in thrice the effort should triple my mark.
hahaha,
teachers complaining i shouldn't be getting the scores im getting now.
haha,
reflecting on myself too.
:D
hahaha,
need more alone time in the night,
whether i'm jogging,
or i'm just sitting alone.
hehoha.
well,
gotta reflect on my own actions,
haha.
wasted days, month and years already.
time i really should study.
haha,
everytime i'm just building castles in the air,
hahaha.
well,
that's about all.
i don't want to be all quiet, lonely and stuff.
but the things around me are causing me to.
i really need to change.
for the good.
might be not.
but just so you know,
there's just something that pulls me to you.
i really dont know what it is.
but yeah,
i wont change much.
probably,
i just don't know why,
you're the reason i'm single,
the reason i've changed my personality,
the reason i've changed the way i speak,
the reason that i've stopped using vulgarities,
the reason that i study,
the reason for everything,