true to it,
Friday the 13th was one of my worst day ever,
my phone got confiscated for no apparent reason,
i broke showerhead at home,
got scolded by parents for nothing,
and it was the night that my feelings died.

apparently,
i don't know what was happening,
i was alright for the first 2 periods,
then i suddenly turned sad,
felt hard to cheer up,
dont know why, dont know how,
then my phone got confiscated.
f-ed up,

then my toe gotten a little worse,
couldn't go for training,
then went to play soccer,
can't even get a goal,
kicked the ball out twice,
hit the post 3 times.

then went home to shower,
apparently the showerhead just dropped and cracked,
and i got blamed for it,
just the right time uh,

thereafter went to pen down my feelings on a piece of yellow paper for someone,
then went to library to get materials for my F&N research,
couldn't find any book,
suddenly my feelings all just seem to disappear,
and that yellow paper was left undelivered,
then went home,
took the extremely long way home,
walked for an hour,
my toe was bleeding literally and my ankle was sprained,
then finally reached home,

havent had anything to eat since morning,
wanted to find sth to eat but couldnt,
so i skipped eating,
sudden headache forced me to sleep uh,
and that was my Friday the 13th,
what a great day uh,

then was valentine's day,
my alarm clock wasn't working,
almost overslept,
rushed to BB,
finally something that was alright,
thereafter went for lunch,
forgot to call my mother to ask her whether to eat out or home,
then i ordered my food already,
then remembered to call her,
in the end had to give up my food and go home to eat,

then went home,
bathed,
changed and went out,
everything seemed to be alright thereafter,
yuki yaki was fully booked,
so end up eating Han's,
then went to KBox,
went in without asking the price,
was 35 dollars per pax,
like wth man,
we were short of 200 dollars plus,
lucky Gaowei was there with extra money to help,
our big benefactor uh,
haha,
then went home late at night,
luckily managed to catch on the last train.
went home,
bathed,
teevee and slept,


well,
gotta say,
life is really "suay" at some points,
and things can really just come and go,
like my 4 months of waiting,
all just died and gone on that one day,
maybe that feeling might come back and torment me someday,
but till that day comes,
i believe that my heart will stay lonely,